Can’t Help Myself

What is it about people’s faith when something bad or tragic happens? You always here about these kind of things “testing” someone’s faith. “Why did this happen to me/us?” “How could God allow this?”

What kind of God do they think they have?

You believe in God and an existence defined by someone else heavily dependent on ideas; not experience. Does this God promise that nothing bad will happen to you? How much of a child are you?

I thought it was about Heaven anyway. Why you concerned about this life?

It seems that your God messes with your mind.

My God is inescapable. There is no place you can be where it is not. There is no thing you can see that is not an expression of God. The resolution of evil rests with you. You are the evil. You defined evil in relation to life and love.

Evil is against life. Civilization is against life. We live evil.

It is hard on the self to live evil. You perceived separation from life into a realm inside your head grows to deal with the cognitive dissonance of your life. You define the condition as one that is normal for the human species. You create systems of thought that support the normality of “that’s just the way we are” to help deceive yourself.

You find how easy it is to tell yourself lies.

Easier still to believe them; and to build on them.

Soon, you have no thoughts other than those provided from outside yourself.

You and the machine are one.


Photo by Jeremy Bishop on Unsplash

You have only one “You” to give. “You” are not your life. Your heart reveals life is “You”. The many and the one.

We can’t accept it. For mind has grown and sees no way out of the box we have called ‘life’. Light still shines dimly from the heart cause we were taught to keep it quiet. We’re afraid to open it cause of the riot, but that’s just more of the training that’s been going on. Babylon, Persia, Maya, Aztec, China, Rome, England, USA, it goes on and on.

It’s the one thing we haven’t learned. What happens when you see so much and you see no way out? Can it be we haven’t gotten to the truth? That we create the dialog for the dialogs’ sake cause it don’t work when you deconstruct?

We missed applying evolution to ourselves. We can comprehend the concept of oneness with god. We can comprehend when someone says that they are ‘god’. We understand what is meant by that in the realm of understanding oneself. We understand that there may be an evolutionary advantage for us as our brains evolved this concept. We understand that ‘god’ can be a concept. We understand that ‘god’ can be ‘real’.

We don’t understand that we took responsibility for ‘life’ when we started civilization: that we took responsibility for our own evolution. We went from accepting what is provided to “I can do it better”.

That part of us that gives us rational thought just took off for the last, I don’t know, 30,000 years. It required that the information coming from our heart center be turned down. We did. Now we’re here wondering what it means to take responsibility for oneself. Glimpses of the heart can be blinding.

If we turn the heart center back on and integrate with our now super powerful egos we might be able to really take a leap in existence.

But it is kind of weird because to turn the heart on means surrendering. Super powerful ego doesn’t know what to do with that. That’s why we keep replaying this ‘civilization’ game.

Surrender to what, you might ask. Well that depends on your spiritual flavor classification, but what is important is the cognitive awareness you bring to the surrender. And that is that civilization is a human created system of existence that is destructive to all forms of existence. Yeah, all of it. Hierarchy, patriarchy, electricity, running water, all the “technology” and concepts of civilization. (We have mistaken our observations of lifeform interactions to be a hierarchy of life that has smarter life forms at the top. Well, not so much mistaken as a path taken in the directed evolution of ourselves. Since we can do so much, and pro-create so successfully, we think that we are at the top of existence. Therefore a hierarchy exists which then gets extended to other social concepts of existence.)

Satan Are Us

Satan, Wetiko, Windigo, Wendigo, Wintiko, and others.

You call it. They are all the same.

The names are different but the pathology is the same. Just different cultures.

Satan requires an elaborate system of shared perceptions that simultaneously feeds the ego while establishing a hierarchy of authorities and events worthy of your obsequiousness.

It’s just that you think Satan is something/someone who is outside of your being. Something/someone over there. Something/someone to avoid. Something/someone to not ‘listen’ to. Something/someone to fear – if you are not ‘saved’.

Indigenous people have different names and just see it for what it is. Human done wrong.

Read More